LucyTenshi

Hello all! Well my vacations are all gone now and I am back to classes in college. I didn't do all the things I wanted to on vacation regarding commissions and such (heck I didn't even do half of it) but at least I remembered how you sketch, color and such (well, almost). Sadly most of my classes are in places with no desks and I can't draw but I will take advantage of the rest of them. This firts weeks I will also do coloring and shading I want to take advantage of the time I have before college kills me with all the things it usually does. Since I have no premium I will be uploading journals with how much your commission/request/whatever I owe you, is progressing. Bare with me a little (again).

By the way thanks to all those amazing friends who helped me through my recovery with nice comments, and some drawings. I am ok now, completely recovered, but with the flu (sickness loves me). That goes specially to , , and .

Well my friend tagged me so I decided I might do it. And since I have friends who only speak english or spanish I'll do this journal in both languages. Though I warn you I am not that interesting.

Anyway here we go!

Rules:
5. each person must 11 thing's about them

1. I am a bookworm and have ever been one. I loved reading books since I was six and have been reading a lot ever since.
2. I have trouble with the world "bullying" because I was bullied a lot when I was young for many reasons including being overweight and a good student.
3. I am a published writer in my own country: Peru. I have published a young adult novel and a illustrayed children story book. This makes me really proud of myself though I still can't believe it.
4. Last year I discovered lolita fashion and this year I discovered a community here in Peru and now I am lolita myself.
5. I used to hate my body because I was obese so I have loosed almost 19 kilograms in two years and I feel way better now.
6. I suffer from borderline personality dissorder so I go to a psychiatrist and take medicine and are very sensitive.
7. I have very conflicting feelings know because my use to be happy family is now a really big mess and I hate it.
8. I draw in class more than I draw in free time because drawing in class makes me focus on the lessons. If I dont I usually get distratec with my thoughts.
9. My characters talk randomly in my head and they are like my sons or some sort of family.
10. I don't beliebe in love in real life, I think its trapped in books, movies and ficiton in general.
11. I have never had a boyfriend nor liked someone or kissed someone in all my 22 years of life. I don't regret it though.

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Mi amiga me ha taggeado así que decidí hacer este journal. Como tengo amigas que solo hablan inglés o solo español decidí hacerlo en ambos idiomas. Les advierto que no soy tan interesante pero aquí va.

Reglas:
5. Cada persona debe postear 11 cosa sobre ellos

1. Soy un ratón de biblioteca, siempre lo he sido. He amado leer libros desde los seis años y los he seguido amando desde ese día.
2. Tengo problemas con la palabra "bullying" porque de pequeña me hacían mucho bullying por tener sobrepeso y ser una buena estudiante.
3. Soy una escirtora publicada en mi propio país: Perú. He publicado una novela para jpovenes y un libro ilustrado para niños. Esto me hace sentir muy orgullosa pero aún no puedo creerlo.
4. El año pasado descubrí la moda lolita y este año descubrí una comunidad aquí en Perú y ahora yo también soy una lolita.
5. Antes odiaba mi cuerpo porque era obesa pero ya he perdido casi 19 kilogramos en los últimos dos años y me siento mucho mejor ahora.
6. Sufro del trastorno límitrofe de personalidad así que voy al psiquiatra tomo medicinas y soy muy sensible.
7. Tengo sentimientos encontrados porque mi familia que antes era feliz ahora es un gran lío y lo odio.
8. Dibujo en clases más que en mi tiempo libre porque dibujar en clases hace que me enfoque en lo que dice el profesor. Si no dibujo mi cabeza se poner a pensar en cualquier cosa.
9. Mis personajes hablan siempre en mi mente y son como mis hijos o mi familia.
10. No creo en el amor en la vida real, creo que está atrapado en los libros, películas y la ficción en general.
11. Nunca he tenido un enamorado, ni me ha gustado nadie ni he besado a ningún chico en mis 22 años de edad, pero no lo lamento.

Tagged!

Ok so I have been missing once again from da do to getting surgery. I had never been through surgery before it is really a pain in the ass. I am recovering quicliky though and now that I am out of the hospital I feel way better. So now while I am confined to bed I shall draw because I really miss it. I have a little more than two weeks of vacation left but I will try to take advantage of them. I am still unsure of my drawing skills and I have totally forgot how the hell you color but I will try and re learn. I will start working on those left projects aka commissions, art trades and gifts. But I will be slowly so bear with me a little. For all of you that is still with me here thank you very much. So stay tuned !
PD: I have been recently watching Death Note because I had to watch it like since forever and now I am finally doing it I love it though I have spoiled me to death because of da. Anyways its interesting and more than a little confusing.

Hi to all! Well after a whole freakig month of college homework I finally did it and I finished all my classes! So vacation for five weeks!!! Well, kinda. I still have to get that surgery and my depression is not getting better now that my family situation is falling on some sort of wicked whirpool. Anyways I will have time to draw again. The main problem? Since I haven't draw nor paint in more than a month I fell I totally forgot how to do it. So I will be taking small steps until I feel happy with my drawing quality and then I'll start working on those commissions and everything I owe. Its nice to see you all again !